Haha. Funny. I received some comments regarding my last entry, suggesting me to find a girlfriend. Well, yeah, I admit that my life is boring at the time being but finding a girlfriend is definitely not in my list (at least for now).
Right now I'm trying hard to imagine my life with a girlfriend. I tried before but I couldn't. Can't imagine my life with a girlfriend. Being in a relationship requires huge commitment. The word commitment really scares me out. It's a big word for me. I can't commit to anything right now. Even my study, sometimes I hardly commit to it.
It's not that I don't want to find a special one but like most people would say, "Take one step at a time". Do not rush. Right now I'm taking it one step at a time. Study first and then everything else comes after that. Moreover, that's exactly what my family wants me to do. Focus on my study.
One more thing, how on earth am I going to take care of my girlfriend if I couldn't even take a good care of myself? I'm financially unorganized and that's a big problem if you have a girlfriend. Right? Moreover, I enjoy my life being single. I can go anywhere and do whatever I want without having to report on things to my girlfriend. Hehe.
In conclusion, I should not find a girlfriend (for now).