What I Need

What am I doing here?

I wasn't supposed to be here at this time.

I have an exam tomorrow at 2 o'clock and I HAVEN'T read anything.

I tried to read but I always ended up closing my eyes and stay shut for about 30 minutes on my bed.

This is DANGEROUS!

But I just couldn't give a damn about it.

Okay, I think I need to start giving a damn about it. That lightning kinda hurts. 

..........

I guess I need my brother here. He was the one who pressured me to study all this while and without him I guess my brain just won't start working.

I need force. I need pressure. If not, I'll stay like this forever. 

PRESSURE ME PEOPLE!!

..........

Hmm. Still here. Stagnant. Not moving. 

*blinking*

Guess what? 

I'll just, you know, sleep.

Yours sincerely,

FANZI