I Am A Cat Person

As you might have noticed, I frequently post pics of my cats on my Instagram. Currently, I have two cats. The first one is Lupita. She was born a day after this year's Academy Awards. I named her Lupita as a tribute to my newest favourite actress, Lupita Nyongo who happened to win the Oscar for Best Actress, this year. My second cat is still a kitten, I still can't figure out the gender yet but for now, let's just assume that the kitten is a he. His name is Karo which pragmatically means treasure. He is goldish yellow in colour and loves to wiggle his tail, like a puppy. I can tell that Karo is a super playful cat. On the other hand, Lupita is very unfriendly. She doesn't like humans, including me and the other people in the house. She doesn't mix with other cats as well. She is a loner. Weird but true. But they are my cats and I love them. I wish I can post their pics here but I've already posted pics of them on my Instagram so it's better to just visit my Instagram, don't you think?

My IG ID is fanziruji. If you want to follow, you are most welcome.

Blogging On The Go

I've just installed the Blogger app in my phone. So, now I can post entries on my blog anytime and anywhere. Now that's convenient!

Initially I wanted to delete this blog but there are so many things I shared that make me feel great when I read them back. I really feel like me again when I read the older posts. I forgot who I was and I feel like I've changed so much after reading the old ones.

This blog is a treasure that is worth keeping.

I Am Back!

Hello! Anybody here. [knock knock]

I don't know if anyone would want to read this. I guess nobody really cares anymore since I haven't written anything for so long. But I am going to write anyway.

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I am terrified of the future.

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The questions about the future keep popping out in my head. My friend told me not to think too much about it. "Worry about it when the time comes or you'll get wrinkles", he said.

However, I am aware of the fact that the future is shaped by what we do now. In simple words, the future is actually taking place at this very moment. My conclusion of this is, the past, the present and the future are actually three dots that walk in parallel throughout the timeline.

Now the question is, why am I terrified of the future? It's because I want to exist even though I am no longer breathing. I want to live forever by leaving something behind that people will always remember. My point is, I want people to remember me. Don't you think it's sad to leave with nothing at all even a bit of remembrance of your existence? It is very sad.

I want my existence to be acknowledged. I want to leave my mark. That is why I am terrified of the future. I am afraid that throughout my years of living, I have done nothing significant.

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Yes, I am afraid of being nobody.